Should I give up masturbation?

I love masturbation, but hate the clean up. I hate semen, so I have to wipe every last little bit off and sit on the loo for ages peeing it all out making sure there isn't a drop on there then when I'm sure it's all gone I get in the shower and wash my hands about 20 times and stay in there for nearly an hour and I feel really crappy afterwards. I waa raised in quite a ually liberal house-my mum talket to me about a lot and ured me wankin was normal but I still feel really bad after doing it. Also, if I too much won't that make seem less special or pleasurable? I know it won't ruin any nerve endings but if I'm used to ing then will be meaningless