Cry******** :( :( :( My kitties......?

I'm so sorry that one of your kittens died. That's so sad but you can't just let the other one fall through the cracks. Maybe your grandma really thought that she was doing the right thing even though it seems that it was wrong. They'll understand how sad you are eventually, and eventually everything will be okay again, but I know you miss your little kitten. =(